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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Taylor was a good girl

Here's part 3 of the trek. From a different camera. :D

Click!

Took cough med and knocked out for about 3 hours. Or maybe more.

Need to start work. Will start work.

Scarred.

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

The need to vent.

I need to vent.

But I can't do it here.

I could blog vaguely.

But it wouldn't be as heart-felt.

I feel wronged,

I feel caged.

I feel absolutely stifled.

But that's life.

Sometimes, I don't want to embrace life.

Sometimes I hate how life deals it's cards to me.

But I accept it. Because I have to.

And I know deep within that it's not all that bad.

There are worse cards out there.

I couldn't be the only person who gets all the bad luck in the world.

And the evidence to that would be my little bubble.

My best friend.

My family.

My people.

~*~

Maybe it's the stress that has finally caught up to me.

I have yet to find that clarity to what I want to do.

And at the same time, I am gasping for air, trying to keep my head above the water.

Or maybe I just need anger management classes.

(although I'm pretty sure I manage my anger quite well thank you very much. when was the last time I blew up like a volcano?)

Or maybe it's all that pent up angst.

But God gives me hope.

Because God presented me with tools to survive.

Even when I'm at my lowest low, it's still all right.

Because I have you.

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A trekking we will go!

There has been a request for pictures from the famous KTM tracks expedition, so I shall put the link up for you. :D

Here's part 1 :

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=78194&l=20b06&id=651634387

and here's part 2 :

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=78205&l=cd9f7&id=651634387

haha. pandai2 lah ye. :D

Random pictures time!



Wheelock Place bums. :D



Best girlfriends in the world. :)



A tree in the ocean.



My skies.



Track. And some people. haha.. (this picture is NOT in the album on facebook. :P)



Runaways. :P

Ok ah. Mum's bbqing in the house. Haha. This needs supervision. :D Night world!

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

note to self : avoid B at all costs.

Tricky. B could be a person, and animal, an object, or just - uh, what else is there?

Anyway. I plan to avoid it. Next time. In the future. Tomorrow. In the next 5 minutes.

No more B. B is bad for your health.

side- note : Yi Bang Ill in 1 hour! Woo!

~*~

Today I sat in the rain with you, watching boats and ferries and cranes, and.. what I call fog and you call.. something else. har.

And the deal has been struck. If you fall sick on Friday, I AM NOT GOING.

I don't particularly remember what we talked about today - haha, I can bet it was mostly about food and where to get it. I couldn't stop talking about my TSK set. Hahaha. i don't know what the spelling is anymore. All I saw that was written on the piece of paper was 'tsk set'. And here it is :


*click!*

Stop. Drooling. :)

I liked it a lot! Really really good! Even the chawanmushi and miso soup! And I didn't even like either - not till I tried these!! Sedappppp! *two thumbs up*

On a separate note, I never understood ppl who gave movies or restaurants or whatever five thumbs or even ten thumbs up. You only have two thumbs lorh. Nak kasi sangat, bagi star ah. Haa. Star belambak. Nak kasi ten million pun boleh.

Yes, I do break out in Malay once in a while. You should hear it in real life. I've heard it's so bad ppl throw up in their mouths.

Ok. I am too lazy to blog anything that resembles an actual blogpost these days. I have no more emotions or feelings I want to share with the world today. The world feels super exhausting sometimes.

Good night then Exhausting World! Kamagen nesttime!



Love, Hana & Farhan.

- And like Huda says : "What the hell happened to Not-Blogging?!"

>.>

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Weirdest tag I've ever done. And longest.

Me :



A.People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse. Haha. Unless they want to.)
C. Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

Tagged People :

1) Bolt



2) Edward Cullen



3) M. Hercule Poirot



4) Anna Popplewell



5) MC Mong



6) Lee Seung Gi



7) Kim C



8) Eun Ji Won! Yaay!



1.What have you been doing recently?

Bolt : Grrrrrufff! And chasing crazy declawed cats while being pursued by the most BE-awesome hamster!

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

M. Hercule Poirot : What is this cell phone you speak of? In my time, there are no such things as cell phones!

3.What happened at 10am today?

Me : Asleep. I think. I kept hearing things go "bump."

4.When did you last cry?

Mc Mong (translated from Korean) : When I caught my fish with Hunseok. I couldn't believe I caught it! *starts crying again*

5.Believe in fate/destiny?

Lee Seung Gi : Ok ok ok!

6.What do you want in your life now?

Me : A job! Enough Money! Dvd collection on 2 Days 1 Night (with subtitles!)

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

Bolt : I just superbark the rain back to the heavens. Rrrrruff!

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?

Eun Ji Won : Since when do I have a bed? It's either the ground, or something that closely resembles it.

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?

Bolt : I don't wear bottoms.

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?

Edward Cullen : I'm too sparkly for inboxes.

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?

Anna Popplewell : Prince Caspian makes it complicated! Have You heard his accent?!

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

Kim C : I lent my boxers to Su Geun. Who hasn't returned them to me. *sniff sniff*

13.What was the last movie you caught?

Me : Yes Man! YES YES YES YES YES!

14.What are you proud of?

Lee Seung Gi : My first hit! *sings* Nunaaa you're my girllllllllllllllllll!!!!

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?

Edward Cullen : I'm too sexy for inboxes. Unless Bella has one. *panics* Does she have one?

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?

Mc Mong :

Chanbaram bul ttae naege wajullae
Sesangi mojilge geudael goerophil ttae
Sinnage nolja ulja hanbatang
ha ha ha ha ha ha
El bami da hal ttaekkaji!!!

17.Do you have any nicknames?

Edward Cullen : I'm too sparkly for nicknames.

18.What does the newest text say?

Me : My phone's too far away.

19.What time did you go to bed last night?

Me : A record breaking 10.30 pm. Weeow.

20.Are you currently happy?
Anna Popplewell : Why? Why should i be happy? The stupid prince sent me back to my bloody english .. place!

21.Who gives you the best advise?

Edward Cullen : I'm too cool for advice.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

Bolt : I let Mittens do that. Rhino opens the can with his Stealth mode.. *weird laughter in the background*

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?

Kim C : My daughter. *arwwww*

24.Is something bugging you now?

Mc Mong : Kang Ho Dong.

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?

Me : Farhan Suhada.

~*~

1.The person who tagged you is ?

Me : Siti Amirah

2.Your relationship with him/her ?

Me : My cousin.

3.Your 5 impressions of him/her ?

Me : weird, studious, likes to jump a lot, likes korean stuff, is that 5?

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?

Me : hmm. helped me do stuff! hahaha. i can't rem what.

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ?

WHAAAAAATTTTT??? (this is always the subject of our conversations.)

6.If he/she become your lover, you will ?

She won't lah siao.

7.If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?

So weird man these questions.

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?

Laugh and laugh and laugh. Have you SEEN who my friends are? I have a Superbark on my side mannnn!!

9.If he/she dies, you will ?

Be extremely sad.

10.What is it you want to tell him/her now ?

Yah! Ape punya quiz lah ni! I had to find help to do it you know?

11.Your overall impression of he/she ?

Kan dah tanya ni soalan.

12.How do you think people around you will feel ?

*glances at the 8 people she tagged who are posing around her*

13.The characters you love of yourself are?

Clearly I'm deluded. I like being delusional. But it drives everyone else nuts. *the eight tagged nod vigourously*

14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?

Uh. I don't hate anything about myself. *Edward pipes in : "She's too sparkly to hate anything about herself."*

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?

Haha. There are too many things my ideal self could be. I'd rather not think about that right now.

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them

Hahahaha. Please don't judge my state of mind by this post.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

Eh. Dah tag orang tak cukup ke?

(ok weird. i just saw the next set of questions.)

ok! putting up 10 people in random order!

1) Harry Potter



2) Bella Swan



3) Howl Jenkins



4) Miss Marple



5) Edward Cullen



6) Rhino



7) Mc Mong



8) Hermione Granger



9) Sophie Hatter



10) Ronald Weasely



18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with? (Rhino)

Rhino? I'd rather he not have a relationship with ANYONE.

19.Is no.9 a male or a female? (Sophie Hatter)

Female.

20.If no7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Mc Mong & Ron Weasely)

EW. Mc Mong would make a weird joke, and Ron wouldn't understand. Not without subtitles anyway.

21.What is no.2 studying all about? (Bella Swan)

Studying how to become a vampire. (i never read the last book so i couldn't tell you how that worked out for her.)

22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3? (Howl Jenkins)

A few days ago. He asked me how I got my mp3 player to burst in falling stars. Very impressed he was.

23.What kind of music band does no.8 like? (Hermione)

Hermione eats music bands for breakfast. Then she goes to the library to study.

24.Does no.1 have any siblings? (Harry Potter)

How can you ask such an insensitive question?!?! Voldemort KILLED his PARENTS! Do you think he'd have any siblings after all that?!?!

25.Will you woo no.3 ? (Howl Jenkins)

Haha. He's hot. But taken by #9. :D I teach him mp3 tricks every now and then.

26.How about no.7 , will you woo him/her ? (Mc Mong)

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. No. Please.

27.Is no.4 single? (Miss Marple)

Yups. Miss Marple has been single-mingle for 70 odd years.

28.What is the surname of no.5? (Edward Cullen)

Cullen. (he's too hot for surnames.)

29.What is the hobby of no.10? (Ronald Weasely)

Chudley Canon-ing, hanging out with the chosen one, wizard chess, irritating Hermione Granger

30.Does no.5 & 9 get along? (Edward Cullen, Sophie Hatter)

Edward's too cool for anything, and Sophie would just start talking to his cars, and when that happens, there won't be anymore stories.

31.Where is no.2 studying at? (Bella Swan)

Er. Forks High School? Hahaha. I wouldn't know. I don't live there.

32.Talk about something for no.1? (Harry Potter)

Harrrryyyyyyy. You should SO get with #8.

33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ? (Hermione Granger)

No lah. #1 should develop feelings for #8.

(do you like scrolling up and down?)

34.Where does no.9 live in? (Sophie Hatter)

haha. with Howl Jenkins in his moving castle.

35.What colour does no.4 like? (Miss Marple)

Red. The colour of killers. Muahahaha.

36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends? (Harry & Edward)

Are you crazy? 5 will TRY to kill 1, and 1 will just die and come back again.

37.Does no.1 have any pets? (Harry Potter)

He HAD a pet. Voldermort killed it.

38.Is no.7 close to you? (Mc Mong)

Mr Mong? Hahahahahaha. No. But he's so funny nak mampos.

39.What is no.10 doing now? (Ronal Weasely)

Probably having a nice lunch with the other two. :D

40. Why are you so crazy Hana?

It goes without saying. I don't feel all that good today. :)

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

Haha. Big fan. BIIIG FAN.



I like the last part with the singing of the Hot Potato. Kim C plus MC Mong = Orang Gila.

Hahahaha.. I am learning the dance for the concert with the MongSesats! Wuhoo!

I'm not going to bother to tell you what happens above. Haha. They're making a horrible movie. :) With Hodong turning into a rock at the end.

(actually I'd rather you just skip to the end with the Kim C awesomeness. :D)

Ok bye!

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Photo Of The Day



I have my own band. :) MongSesat. :D

Ok ah. Today has been - in a word - Weird. But I will leave it at that.

Good night world.

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Saturday, December 20, 2008

Long post - well. i'll try to make it long. haha.

Okayzzz.

1) I read a whole truckload of blogposts today and I felt jealous, so I shall write one right now. Hahaha.

Ok. Disclaimer (um, after point 1.) : This will be a super long/random/tak centered blogpost.

2) The first time I heard Prince Caspian's accent, I thought he came from India.

Ok. I don't want to blog in point form.

Let's see.

I have so far been enjoying my Birthmonth celebration (wheeee!~) and because I've taken SO many photos, I'm currently quite lazy to edit them and post them up - this is referring to the photoshoot with the kiddies that were treated to BOLT ~ PURE AWESOMENESS and BREEKS ~ PURE AWESOMENESS! Photos for everything else are on well, Facebook.

But considering the fact that some people I do know who do read this blog who probably don't have Facebook profiles, I will post up some pictures. haha. (when I find the time to do it of course. *beams*)

Ok. What was the point of doing this post eh?

Um. Oh right. To write a super super long one. And maybe that will probe me into seeing that I post some pictures up.

Hmm. Well, blogging is starting to - not appeal to me. Haha. I've been living in this tidy little bubble of mine for quite a while now, and I enjoy living in my bubble. Blogging used to be a way to express my feelings - to rant about stuff - but I realised when I sat down and read that truck of posts just now that, I don't do that kind of thing anymore. Everyone's quite fake nowadays. Hahaha. And granted, I was reading the popular blogs and blah blah blah.. this paragraph is getting too long.

I keep a private online journal (one that NOBODY sees - not even the boy) and I only use that when I'm feeling extremely crappy about people. Haven't been using it for quite a while now. :)

(isn't it super that I'm blogging about maybe-not-blogging?)

Haha. I feel like I'm getting lazier and lazier to update nowadays. Getting more *eyes ppl around* secretive. Which is good and bad.

And a lot of people don't care anyways. Hahahahahaha.

ok. Maybe I just think my days are not very interesting anymore. Hahahaha. I have my good life, with my lovely family and my loving persons (whom I can count on ONE HAND! WOO!) and well, my lovely cats, and my lovely hobbies.

I am very grateful to God that I have all these. :) And I don't need my blog to make me happy anymore.

There's not much drama in my life nowadays - not that the drama that DOES occur gets published here anyway haha, and I'm too old and too lazy to update about the belo things I did.

Although, you can probably ask me about it and I will tell you in person how belo I was when I was with so-and-so at this-or-that place.

HENCE! I feel like ending this post already. I feel lazy ALREADY. HAHAHAHAHA. Ok lah. Bye.

Will post some more when I get the itch to post. :D

Till then : HIATUS!

/edit: Farhan wanted me to add that he is Anna Popplewell's newest fan. You know. That girl that Prince Caspian Indian kissed.



What I say : Slap a tudung on her and she will look just like me with freckles and a British accent. :D HAHAHAA.

My turn! My turn! I like.... *drumroll* : MC Mong and Lee Seung Gi! Yaaay! *throws confetti*





Ok dah! Hahaha. Merepek seh. Wasn't I supposed to post up MY pictures?

/edit : Farhan says it's not fair that I get two pictures and he only gets one. But rather than tell him it is MY blog, I will just make the boy happy and post the gambar k?



Nah. Amanda Whatshername. :D

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

An Obligatory Update

Haha. Last week and this week are packed full with all kinds of stuff.

And I'll be busy next week too. I have 2 books to work on, they're due in January.

Sri! Your collegue's gifts are ready! :D I just need to wrap them. Haha. Will be passing them to you tmr!

~*~

Today I went to Harbourfront with the boy to get materials for the new book(s) I'm doing. *beams wide wide* I love doing books. Fun fun fun.

Tmr is a date with my two lovely ladies, Sri and Aida - Thursday will be spent at home with book, Friday with Cikgu, who commissioned me with the books, and who wants to visit the Marina Barrage. Haha.

ok. I feel lazy to elaborate more about my day. I will leave you with my new favourite song. :D:D:D



The song is dedicated to YOU, the BOY I am crazy about. :) (So you better watch.)

K good night! All my love to the world!

(pics, etc are on Facebook. hahaha. add me if you can't see em!)

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Sunday, December 07, 2008

You know when you've got it you've got it.

So today was a wonderful day and I'm supposed to sleep and I feel like sleeping and I'm going to sleep right after I type out this sentence and I just wanted to say that I am so very thankful to the boy who gave me four presents this year, one at a time and just smiled good-naturedly everytime I smiled in delight.

He gave me Marina Barrage today. And it was simply magical. Haha. I almost believed that he made it rain just to make me happy. :)

Pictures are up on Facebook, and I promise I'll post them up here soon. :)

Good night world. Haha. Next up, Date with Sri and Aida! Wheeeee!~

ETA

Here be some pictures!





Again, thank you dear. :D <3

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Friday, December 05, 2008

Strawberry Lassi is not Strawberry Yogurt.

/Hello, tell me you know
Yeah you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To seee the look on your face
To know that, I know that you know now.../

I am in a weird mood today.

I slept really early last night - 11pm. Unprecedented in the Hana Chronicles, but there you are.
I had to make up for not sleeping the night before.

Haha. The reason for that was an early morning phonecall from a friend, which woke me up into a flurry of forced activity.

Yes. I was sleepy on my birthday. haha..

But the Boy was undeterred as we walked from Orchard to Lucky Plaza and took the train to Bugis and walked to Shaw Towers to find Sofra closed so we walked back to Bugis Junction and ended up at Swensens where I had my usual breaded chicken and FREE ICECREAM because it was my birthday minus embarrassing birthday song.

Ahem.

And then I just fell asleep on the train ride home. *smiles*

Tomorrow will be another birthday date! Wheeeeeee!!!!

(and this is because Farhan has confirmed what I have suspected all my life : That my birthday is a whole MONTH long. Hahahahahaha.)

So I should change it to Birthmonth.

Happy Birthmonth to meee~
Happy Birthmonth to meee~~
Happy Birthmonth to Hanaaaaaaaaa
Happy Birthmonth to meeee~~

:D Ok. now i'm super late. hahahahahahha.

Sorry Nad! If you're reading this. :P

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Thursday, December 04, 2008

Turning A Year Younger

Haha. Play this while reading this post :



I just spent 2 hours with the family celebrating my Birthday with Supper and Present.

Lol, present because the only person who was ready to give me his present was Darling Hakim.



Huda gave me my present (which I have already finished and worn) immediately after her return from Jakarta. Hahahaha. And I also gave her her birthday present. It's so convenient that our birthdays are on the same month. Thanks sis. :D

And Mum already gave me my sculpey set. Hahaha. Thanks mum.

Anyways, Hakim gave me a Boggle set, which is fantabulous because we immediately started playing as soon as I tore off the wrapping paper. Hahaha.

(And Huda and I won because we're girls. Hur hur hur.)

The Boy called at 12 midnight just as we were watching the last part of Yi Bang Ill and thank you thank you for the call. *beams* Was wonderful. :)

Saf and Ida also smsed 20 seconds apart. Hahaha. I can't wait to see you guys at the end of Dec! Whee!!

Speaking of Supper, this was what Mum whipped up for my Birthday Supper (My First Ever! hahaha...)



Sekejapan aje! Woar. Hahahaha. Thank you mum. Many many many. :D

If you're wondering, that there is Oriental Salad, and Prime Grilled Black Pepper Beef, and lots and lots of veggies. Hahaha. Oh. And Sinalco. Musn't forget the Sinalco. :P

I would put the Boggle pictures up, but all of us looked like we haven't bathed in months (maklumlah, malam-malam buta) so I'd rather my readers didn't lose their appetite. Haha.

So thanks everybody who made my night wonderful. :D I wonder what's in store for tmr. haha.

A hearty hearty good night from :


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Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Bye, Three.

*hugs*

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Tuesday, December 02, 2008

"How Long Does It Take To Fall In Love?"

"Less than a minute."

"How long did it take for you to fall in love with me?"

"Less than that."

~*~

:)

I find that I cannot express how much I feel on this blog alone.
but then again, only you know what lies in me.

today was wonderful. and looking at you, knowing that you're thinking the exact same thing I am, brings me great joy.

I wanted to write a piece for you today, but I couldn't find the words.

~*~

I took longer than a minute to fall in love with you,

but rest assured that every minute after that was just me falling all over again. :)

Good night you.

Love, me.

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