Sunday, February 27, 2005

Had trouble with the internet connection. So pissed can? Ughhh...

Keep having to restart the comp over and over again.. Was very close to putting my fist through the screen..

Sigh.. Cows.

I want Farhan. *crosses her arms and pouts*

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Dude.. I love you wherever you are..

And let me tell you that you're not disconnected even when you're so far away.

I love you now, more than ever.

Till later..

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So... The bday bash went great...
My aunt got two diamond bracelets, a diamond ring, blue topaz earrings, a blouse, perfume, a
porcelain jug and matching cups, a tudung, a digital camera, and a giant cake. Hahahahaha...

Everyone sang Westlife's My Love and Hoobastank's The Reason for her.. Hehehe.. She had the biggest smile on her face, since this was the first bday party in her honour... Since she was born.. Hahahaha.. For real.. :P:P

Anyways, we had lots of fun, lots of food, and lots of laughter.. At one point my uncles were passing around her gifts like hantaran and were going, "Setuju, setuju.." (I agree, I agree) Hahahaha.. As if she were getting married and they were examining the gifts from her future husband.. Hahaha..

Now i shall go to sleep and rest my poor throat... *gags* prolly should have left that caramel custard alone.. :S

Have a good sleep world...

*soft smile* All my love to the dude in Brunei... Love you...

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

Blearghh.... My throat hurts..

Must be the pineapples from yesterday.. Aish.. Thanks ah...

Didn't go to PJ.. Hahaha.. Cause I couldn't get Fiza to wake up... :X Hahaha... Tu lah, put your phone on silent some more.. Nyehhh...

Anyways, have tuition today at 2.. Then must go home and print out the lyrics of the songs..Haish...

Haha.. So far, i've read a lot of 'interesting' blogs.. And i categorise these ppl as such : 1) Scary 2) Twisted
3) Weird 4) Heah???

So yeah.. If you happen to come upon these blogs... Good for you! Hahahaha... :X

All my love to the world.... *muaaah muaaah*

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Hey world... *rubs eyes*

Well, i'm feeling..... Haha.. Tired. Unsurprisingly.. *smiles* Had rehearsals for my aunt's bday bash tomorrow.. Hahaha.. My grandparents REQUESTED a performance from us... Hahaha.. Yah, and as usual, i couldn't say no... *smiles* it's supposed to be a surprise for Mak Lang.. Hehehehe.. Yeah.. And i'm posting this on the world wide web. Hahahaha.. Shhhhh.. Don't tell her ok? :D:D:D

Didn't leave home today.. Hahahaa.. Just stared at the screen... Talked to many many ppl today... I missed them all.. Hahaha...

Am going back to PJ tmr... Yes, because i have nothing better to do, and I happen to miss my jc ok? Hahahaha... There's a performance at nine... Then a concert.. Though i don't know how long that will last.. Nyehh...

I miss dude like crazy.... Sigh... But on a good note, he's coming back in april.. *hana smiles widely like a maniac*

I'm counting the days dear.... I love you...

Er.. Good night world!

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Hey ho world... *pats tummy*

The day started out well, er, hahahahaa... ok, no it didn't. I woke up with BIG, UGLY eyebags.. Nyehh.. Want to thank the ppl who were there to hear me rant.. :) Woke up, went to school in a big, ugly daze.. Reached school and just went along with everyone else to the hall to have our math exam... nyehhhhh....

Hahaha.. I was doing Question one half-way when i happened to look up at the clock : half an hour gone! Hahahaha.. To which Hana calmly laughed and just continued doing the exam slowly.. Hah. No guesses what the results are gonna be aye?

Fast forward to after exam : I called Fiza and told her (haha, yes, told her) to meet me at Buona Vista, so that we could go town to eat at CC.. Nyehhh...

Something really FUNNY!! *hana laughs like a maniac again* happened at town, but it's a long story.. Hahahha.. I'd just like to acknowledge the moment so that Fiza can glare at me again.. HAHAHAHAAA...(Fiza: it was damn funny LORH....) Hahahahahaha..... *tongue out*

After our late lunch, she went to town and i went home to sms my very-missed boyfriend. *sniffs* BRUNEI'S INTERNET IS DOWN!!! *hana stomps around*

Later that night, my mum decided to go to Sembawang Shopping Centre to have dinner.. I passed 'cause i was still full lah.. Hahaha.. Then around half an hour later, i got a call from Hakim (my brudder hakim *snorts* nie pun nak kena bilang so that ppl don't confuse!) saying that FIZA was with them at Sembawang... Hahahaha.. So i went to Sembawang... (Fiza: Cam tak senonoh gitu jumpa satu hari sampai dua kali)

So now i'm back, with a really really full tummy... Happy, and missing my boyfriend.. (but of course.. haha)

Ok.... Lalalalaa... Have a great week ppl...
All my love to the world....

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Randomnesssss.... On the way Home....In the traaaain...

Taken from Hana's journal..

~*~*~*~*~*~

* Indian couple fights as Hana looks on.

*Sec school girl rolling up her skirt to make it shorter as Hana looks on.

*ITE mats exchanging names and numbers as Hana snorts and looks on.

*SHITE. Didn't get morning smses today. WHY? Because no phone. :( Mum took it away. *sulks*

*Indian couple still fighting, girl doesn't look at boy who is saying sorry. Now both not looking at each other.. MAJOK KOT... Girl starts banging head on MRT door.. *hana : blink blink* Wow... Drama..

*Mat talks about his shoe.

*Girl keeps banging her head.. *hana: why lah dei..*

*Girl's friend and boyfriend (don't really know if he is) tell her to stop it.

At this point, Hana concludes : Major Attention Seeker.

*Guy has head in hands. (his head, not the girl's)

Aiyah. Secondary school nonsense.. *wrinkles nose* And if i had had my phone, I'd have told somebody..

NYEEEEEOK. Haha.

Hmm.. Wonder if she'll have pieces of plastic *WHERE'S MY PLASTIC!!* on her forehead when this is through..

*Mats still talking about their feet.

Drama mama (heh) gets off the train. Aaarw.. No more drama for phoneless Hana...

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Aiyah... My handphone bill is..... gooooone.... Whaaaaacked...

*wrinkles nose*

Have math tmr.. *blink blink* Ah well... I'm hungry... Had KFC with Fiza yesterday.. Then late night supper at Al - Ameen with the mum... *stomach growls*

Had msn conversation with wait, *takes a deep breath* Farhan, Faiz, Fadhilah, Hafiz, Aida, Izzah, Shilah, Fiza (who was not even there) in one window... *beams* hahahahaha... It was FUNNY....

*quack quack*

This morning, i woke up when a parcel was shoved under my nose by bibik. hahahaha... And in it contained.... A pressie from the boy from brunei.. Hahahaa.. He sent me a brooch from USA.. nyehhhh... Heart shaped, with celtic ropes woven thru it... *beams*

I love you.. Hehehehehehe....

Okie... Getting a crick in the neck... Hahahaha.. This internet stuf is addictive... will go offline and start studying when Fiza goes to meet that mystery boy of hers.. Nahiak..

Have a great day today ppl!

All my love to the world!! *MUACKS*
And to YOUUUU... *waves*

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

Hello World!! Hahahaa... My dad FINALLY bought the router.. So now i can use the Internet from my room... YAAYNESS!!!! Hahahaha.. I know lah.. Slow... But what to do..Hahahhaa..

Try having 5 siblings and all of them LOVE to use the Internet... Yes, even Hakim and Harith... Bleargh.. Hahahaha... But now... :D:D There are three internet connections in the house... Yaay... Now I can sneak into my parent's bedroom and switch on the modem if i wanna use it at night... *evil laughter* heh heh...

Lalalalala.... Hmm, I came down with fever yesterday due to the treetop walk adventure.. Hahahaha.. Dang... Now we all know that motorcycle + no jacket + rain , could spell a lot of trouble... Heh...

ShaX : Hahahaha.. Asal bawak banyak sangat barang...? Hahahahaha... I can SO imagine you guys going up the hill with 4 kg bags.... I only had 2 water bottles in my bag, plus wallet, plus camera, plus hp, and i was already panting like crazy etc etc... hahahaha...

FIZAAAA!!!! I demand you to explain your bike ride.. Wahahahahhaa... Later sweets..

Farhan : *big huge smile* hope you enjoyed your day out of camp darling.. Hahaha.. Converse sneaks? Khehehehehe.....

ok, that's it from me.. Hahahaha... I love my daddy.. Nyehhhhhh... Because he got the routers.. Hahahhaa.. Ok lah... Not just that. Wahahaha...

All my love to the world... *waves*

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Friday, February 18, 2005

Went to Singapore River with Fiza.. Had fun.. Relaxed, listened to Mp3s.. want to go there again.. hahaha.. next time with dude.. *nods*

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Lalala... Pics from Vday.. Spent it with Sri and Aida.. Hehehe... Missed them loads... Sri & Aida : If you guys want the original photos, meet me online, and i'll give it to you yah.. *hugs*

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Thursday, February 17, 2005

Me, my dad and the motorcycle... Lalalalala.... On our way to Macritchie...

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On the way to treetop walk..

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Me at Jelutong Tower.. :D:D:D

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Hahahaha... I loved this sign... Click and look closely at it... *laughs*

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The view from Jelutong Tower. It's seven storeys up, and it sways in the wind.. I loike!

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Butterpalat! and converse sneaks.. :D

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HSBC TREETOP WALK (oh, and it's one way.. for those of you who are interested.. don't come up the wrong way. really. you'll regret it.)

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Yaay!! Evidence that I was there. Hahahaha...

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Stairs. *Hana groans*

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Horrible walk down, when all you hear is the creaking of your KNEES.

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All tired. And still not done yet. This was sort of the mid way down. Hahaha..

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Dum dee dum...........

Just got back from the HSBC TREETOP WALK at MACRITCHIE RESERVOIR.

I. Am. Tired.

It started out okay.. Me and dad reached the park around ten thirty, then we started walking to the treetop walk. (WARNING: The treetop walk is SO not for the faint-hearted) It took us an hour just to get to the bridge. Hahaha.. REALLY. It's THAT far.

On the way there, we stopped by Jelutong Tower, which was really nice, and had a really great view... Then walked on. I don't know how far we walked. Hahahaa... But really... If you want to go, you have to have :

1) GOOD shoes.
2) WATER.
3) Nothing else in your backpack except the essentials like money and handphone.
4) Camera.

Yes. That's about it. :D

The journey to the treetop walk was ok, except that there wasn't enough SIGNS. For instance, the route we chose to take went by the boundary of Singapore Island Country Resort (pish posh golf course) and then the trail breaks from the pavement, and there WAS NO SIGN. We just saw a small trail leading away from the golfers and took it... Half the time, we didn't know if we were heading in the correct direction. *nods*

I'll have the pics of the treetop bridge up... (of course :D)

The walk DOWN to the ground from the bridge was TERRIBLE. By this time, i was very tired, feet were like jelly... And the worse part of it, we were far from done.

Me and dad wanted to take a shortcut back to the main road so that we could take a cab back to the Macritchie reservoir.. Hahaha.. yes, we couldn't stand the idea of going back the way we came.. Heh heh.. But unluckily, we took the wrong turn...

We were supposed to turn RIGHT. But we turned LEFT. And found ourselves walking toward the First Tee.. (hana swore a lot in her head as they saw the dead end) So we had to walk BACK the way we came, which was about two km... To where the road split again. *is tired again, thinking about it*

Then we walked a futher 2 km toward the main road, but luckily, a taxi passed us and OF COURSE we got into it...

And then : It rained. Hahahahahahhaa.. But of course. khehehehe..

Reached the reservoir again, where dad had parked the bike, waited for the rain to stop, then we sped home. :D

I. Am. Tired.

Ok bye!

All my love to the world!

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Hellow World!!!

I spent de 'ole dey at home yestardey! To study! WOW!!!

Hahahaha... Goodness.... I needed that study time... Now i don't feel so bad about not studying.. Khehehehehe... I haven't been studying (of course, what's new), but i gained a lot of ground yesterday... YAAAAAAY!!!

Ok, today go out with Fiza. Hahahahahahahaha... Yes sayang, I shall bring my study shtuff.. Nyehhh.... Go eat somewhere2 cos she owes me a date.. Heh....

My mum went to KL on Tuesday morning at 4 a.m and came home at 3 a.m this morning... Hahahaha.. SUPERRR MOM!!! *shakes head* she had to go to work. WORK! Hahahaha.. You ROCK mum.... Love you many many... *hugs*

My soldier who is at Brunei had to work really hard last night, and only got back around 12 a.m.. *makes a face* He had to work alone somemore... Sheeeesh... *gives him a hug* Hope you had a good rest dear.. Love you..

Have a great day everyone! Hahaha... *wrinkles her nose* All my love to the world... *hugs*

TO BE LOVED

The song of a little bird
The joy in three little words
I know it's real, that's how it feels
To be loved by you
The stars from a midnight sky
The melody from a lullaby
There's nothing real, that I wouldn't steal
To be loved by you

To be loved by you
If everybody knows, it's only cause it shows

A smile to put you on a high
A kiss that sets your soul alight
Would it be all right if I spent tonight
Being loved by you?

Your love is released
And you move me with ease
And you rescue me, time after time
Oh oh, you give your all
And you take it all, in your stride

Oh with all the power of a symphony
That's how my heart beats
When you're holding me
I can't conceal this is how it feels
To be loved by you

Oh yeah to be loved by you
If everybody knows, it's only 'cause it shows
Because I take your love
Everywhere I go

I know what it is I need
It's clear as a shallow stream
It's as it seems
My only dreams
To be loved by you

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Monday, February 14, 2005

watched the little kid (the one in the bottom right hand corner caught with his pampers exposed) getting wet...... because his dad decided to put him in the middle of the fountain.. hahaha.. he cried only because well, he wanted to get out, but the water was too ... er... wet... and he's short. hahahaha... but he's cute.. :D

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Banana Crumble... Tasted ok at first........... then..... well..................................... it's too sweet lah... heh..

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Ate at Wasimangan... (hope i got the name correct) lovely malay food... Yums..............................

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Just to prove she could do a Johnny Depp-look-at-the-spoon-on-my-nose move on her puny nose... Fiza strikes again. Nyehhh.... :D

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i MUST put this up. hahahahaha.. Fiza Selamat.

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*smiles* wish you were here...

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I miss my boyfriend... *smiles* everyday you keep reminding me just how lucky i am, everytime you do something sweet like........ well, that.. Hahahahaha... I love you...

"Hands Down"

Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,that you meant it.

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Friday, February 11, 2005

Seoul Garden Pics... :D Yes, that is mum driving the truck in the arcade.. Yes, my brothers look belo.. Yes, they are cute.. HEEE....... :D

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Went out with mum and my siblings on the first day of CNY.... hahaha... went to Seoul Garden, then watched Constantine... :D:D:D:D

Also went out with Fiza and Kim after the study session with Muk and Nad......... Pics coming up........... I have a lot of pics... Aiyah.....................

And i'm in no mood to update about anything......... whole lot of same..... bleakness, i'd call it..... hahaha... no farhan = life is semi-bleak...........

Sigh...

I miss him....... Sayang, I'm not SAD. WAHAHAHAHAHA.... i just miss you.

Toodles world................

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