Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Because i forgot, and i'm verry sorry to the dears... Hahaha.. Here is NUR!!!!

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IZZAH!!!

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This is for all you people who say, "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly!!!
This definately gives you something to ponder about...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?? -It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her/him - It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off?? - It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's/he's there?? - It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her/him because it's what everyone wants?? It isn't love, it?s LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she/he kissed you, or held your hand? It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her/him confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her/him? It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her/him because the sight of her/him makes your heart skip a beat?? It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her/him? It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her/him every day she is the only one you think of? It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake? It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

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Does your heart ache and break when she's sad? Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she's/he's strong? Then it's LOVE.

Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her/him? Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her/his faults because it's a part of who she/he is? Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her/him faithfully without regret?? Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her/him your heart, your life, your death?? Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.

It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well. I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past... Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal.. But one day when u truly fall in love..remember to let the 'someone' know..to suffer a moment of embarassment is better than letting your happiness fly away forever.......

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I got that off the bulletin board... Hahahaha.. It's just another hypothesis to what LOVE really is...

CHEERS!
All my LOVE to the world...

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Monday, November 29, 2004

Lalala... Just did two surveys on the bulletin board. Hahahaha.. I wonder why i do it sometimes.. Hmmmm....

Maybe it's just fun to read it again after a week or so and think back on what you were thinking when you wrote that.. Hahahaha...

Anyways, didn't do much this weekend. Didn't go jalan raya, spent Saturday with Farhan.. We went to watch Shutter.. Hahaha... It's different when you watch a horror movie at the theatre and when you watch it in the comfort of your own home.. Hahaha... When i saw Ju-On 2, i was overcome with laughter, because some MALE idiot in the front row kept screaming, and i actually thought the blue boy was kinda cute.. *laughs*

Shutter was... not that scary.. *wrinkles her nose thoughtfully* but the woman with long black hair.... always manages to scare me lah. Hahaha... I see her in all the asian horror movies... tskk.. Haha.. There was this scene in the movie about the toilet. I HATE horror scenes about toilets. Toilets scare the Sh*t out of me.. Wahahaha... But i enjoyed myself... Shutter is cool... altho the last part is kinda... too ack-eerie for me.. Wahaha.. *shudders*

There's a nice, sweet, cry-worthy story on Farhan's blog. Haha.. It's kinda long.. (ok, very long..) you have been warned.. Take a few (many) mins to read it.. Hahahaa.. Girls, the thoughts of the guy is quite revealing, meaning, the guy's thoughts, in all honesty, is what GUYS IN GENERAL usually feel/think about.. Haha.. So, don't despair if he takes an ENORMOUSLY LONG TIME to come to scratch.... Hahahaha.. It's just how they are...
And GUYS, after reading that entry..... TRY HARDER TO COME TO SCRATCH FASTER. Hahaha.. You might just lose her if you wait too long... *sniffs* *laughs*

And, my dearest...... It's going to be a long time till you read this entry.. what with field camp and everything... Hahaha... You're the best, darling... I know that now, with every single day that passes, with every single smile that forms on my face.. Hahahahaha.... I'm the luckiest girl in the world.... In more ways that one..

I love you..

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Monday, November 22, 2004

Hello....

Has been a good weekend for me... Hahaha... But first......

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY FARHAN SUHADA!!!

Wahaha... Sorry, i just had to do it... *eyes Fiza suspiciously* *going to puke ah you?*

Hahahaa..

*smiles brightly* *dances around*

Yes, anyways, there are Jalan Raya pics up... Just scroll down... Hahaha.. I'm so tired lah... Macam hangover you know? Khehe.. My house was the last, thank God... The guys played X box till around 1145... Hahaha.. I hope poor Akbar caught the last train..

We went to hmmm.... i dunno how many houses.. Haha.. I'm kinda sick right now.. Yeah, so i'll just cut it short..

I had a good time..

And i love you sayang..

*smiles wide*

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Me and dude at Fiza's... Hahaha... All tired out...

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Hehe... on da swing swing...

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Mat and Lim... The two guys who didn't want to listen to army talk... Wahahaha...

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The usual merepekness at Ruz's... All because Lim couldn't get into the picture..

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The Guys at Aza's house...

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Hahaha... Mat and his fascination for this round cushion.. His hand looks like a stump. Hahahaha...

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Dude..

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The Guys

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The boys toasting at dunno what at Cikgu Zainun's house...

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The samping that raised a lot of photos from Fiza... Khehehe...

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Hahaha... Me and Fi... when we found out... ah... yeah... *sniggers*

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Friday, November 19, 2004

Went to First Toa Payoh Primary School on Wednesday.. Hahaha.. Supposedly to have a field trip of some sort, which SHOULD have ended in the Botanical gardens.. I volunteered to help look after the P1 kids lah.. Hahaha... But sadly, the weather was terrible, so they had to come back and have their picnic in school, poor kids.. NYehh... But they were a fun lot... Oh yah, I was called Miss Hana that day... Khehehehe... So funny, the teacher went and introduced me to the whole cohort... erk.. hahaha... But i had a good time... They're little buggers, but they were cute buggers... Muahahaha...That's part of the class lah, (photo) putting out the mats and whatnots... Hahahaha... And when it rained, they all put on their raincoats, and opened their umbrellas... Hello? Run into the school lah... Little buggers... Wahahahaha... *shrugs* i had fun!! Lalalala.... Should do it more often.. haha..

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Haha... Mats and plastic bags and water bottles and sandwiches and everything...

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From left, Nurul, Afiq and Iffa.... Afiq.... *geramnya aku tengok pipi dier...* His bag had this TITANIC HOLE in it... Which explained all the bumps i heard on the bus, followed by, "Miss Hana, help me pick up my water bottle..."

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Four malay girls... Hahaha... Soooooo cute.... *pinches their cheeks*

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3 in a bus... Nyehhh... The girl on the far right is from china, and she marvelled at the fact that i could say 'sit down' in Chinese... *laughs*

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*laughs* it was painful to take this picture... They tugged and tugged at me, making cute little voices, whiny voices, aish... *reluctant smile*

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Crazy pics of kids..

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More crazy pics of kids...

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Wahaha.. I remember this girl... Poured the contents of her waterbottle into her little hello kitty bag she did... "Miss Hana, my bag wet leh.." "Miss Hana, please open this for me.." "Miss Hana, my raincoat (the red one you see there) wet.." Wahaha... Kids...

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