Friday, April 30, 2004
Hell-o World... Hahahaha...
Nah, not really hell for me... Other ppl perhaps, not me... Sigh...
I wanna go to the LOTR exhibition!!!! AAARgHH!!
Who'd like to come with me??
My good friend's in KL, nursing her head... Poor her... I miss her so much... I miss my Lepak-buddy..........
So technically, now, I have no one to lepak with... Hahaha... No Him, 'cos he's working so hard, no her 'cos she's in KL, Aiyayaiyayai...
Did I tell you that they're like, practically the same kind of ppl? Hmm... Maybe that's why I click with them the way I do...
Oh, it's my, teacher's fifth death anniversary yesterday... I felt a little sad... And it's also a little, I dunno, creepy this time of year, but yeah... I miss her some...
Going to visit her on the 8th... Yeah, it'll be the first time I visit her since she went away... Sigh... I was too young back then.. Now I guess it'll be ok...
On a lighter note, I'm making money.. Haha... Yeah.. Kinda pleased... You being given money is SO MUCH different from you EARNING money... Hahaha... I LOVE EARNING MONEY!!!!!
Right now, I have no idea what i'm feeling exactly... A little sad, a little lonely, a little tired, a little wistful.... Hahahahah... A little bored... Yeah... I better get out of my house before I hurt myself... Wahahahaha...
Have a Great day ppl...
Hana Last Blogged At
3:35 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
*bleary eyed*
Aaargh... I feel so damn tired.... Am at my Abang's house, doing up webpages for the company... Zzzzz...
It's okie lah... Now I know how to make up my own webpage, so... hahaha... Yeah.. And Frontpage sucks.. Kinda irritating till you get the hang of it... argh...
Yeah... La la la... *scanning some pictures*
Loads of shit happening around me... Haha, oh, yeah... My abang got hit by a van of all things... Luckily he didn't break anything... Lots of gashes tho... Yuck..
Hahaha... Fiza called a few times last night... It was pretty funny... She was pretty much making this guy as uncomfortable as can be... Hahahah... Won't go into details, but... Poor guy... Wahaahahah.... Yeah, yeah.. So what if we're evil...
Okie... Finished scanning pictures... Will blog later..
Have a great day World!!
And to You.. Wherever you may be....
Hana Last Blogged At
12:08 PM
OKies... Just got back... Hahaha... La la la...
My friend's stressed.. Poor her...
I have to go to work tmr.. Boo Hoo.. Oh, well... A s l o n g a s i m a k e m o n e y...
Haha... Going to wait for Fiza's call... She's on a rampage.. haha...
I passed his workplace just now.. Too bad he wasn't there... Ah.. You win some you lose some... Kinda disappointed, but, whatever, I'll get over it....
Oh yeah...
If you haven't seen 50 FIRST DATES, I COMMAND YOU TO GO SEE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha... It's pretty good... I love Adam Sandler... He's sooo funny... Haha... Go WATCH! Go WATCH!!
FORGETFUL LUCY
Hukilau's the place
Where I first saw your face
We liked each other right away
But you don't remember me the very next day
Forgetful Lucy
Has got a nice ka-pussy
I used to trick you into pulling over your car so we could chat
But my favourite time was when you beat the shit out of Ula with a bat
And we drove up to see Doctor Keats
And found out why Doug always has to change his sheets
Forgetful Lucy
Cracked her head like Gary Busey
But I still love you so
And I'll never let her go
Even if while I'm singing this song
She's wishing I had Jacko in a water se-shlong
Forgetful Lucy
Her lips are so damn juicy
How 'bout another first kiss....?
GO WATCH THE FREAKING MOVIE!!!! THEN YOU'LL GET THE SONG!!!
Hana Last Blogged At
12:39 AM
Monday, April 26, 2004
Someone told me last night that....
Life is like A TOILET BOWL...
It depends on WHO'S SITTING ON IT....
Heheheh... The someone was saying that she probably had a Gargantua sitting on hers... There's so much shit.... Haha... And I probably had a constipated uh, thing on my toilet bowl, it comes in dribs and drabs, but when it comes... it's like a whole shitload.... Hahahahah...
Yes, this is what Hana and Fiza talk about from 2 am in the morning to 6.... hahahaha.... Different kinds of shit... Yeah.. Loads of problems laa... My toilet bowl is kinda constipated nowadays, very little shit to talk about... haha..
I do miss Him, but haha... I've gotten over it... La La La... hahaha... yeah, which was why I went and ambushed his workplace last Tuesday... *rolls eyes* He looked so cute in his work place uniform... (the place where he works will be kept a secret for protection purposes) hahaha...
Yeah.. That's pretty much sums up what I did the last few days... Too lazy to blog... Oh, and I'm kinda worried... Haven't gotten any letters from NUS or NTU... Arraaarrrgh...
I got an acknowledgement letter from UITM tho.. Ugh... WHo the heck wants to go to UITM?? Aiyoooo.....
Going to go meet my friend in a half an hour... Kinda scared for her... Having a rough patch in her relationship... I don't know what to say to her... On one hand, she is kind of a paranoid person, on the other hand, what her guy did was totally idiotic/moronic/doltic etc... etc... Aiya...
So yeah... Sigh... And my big brother was in an accident... He called me this morning to tell me... I was like, you're kidding right? Haha... Motorcycle accident... Boy... SHit happens everywhere...
Okie... Wanna go get ready... Keep tagging ppl .. hahaha...
Hana Last Blogged At
6:47 PM
Friday, April 16, 2004
Ahem... PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT....
Hana's going to KL again... In, let's see, 3 hours... Wahahahaha...
*shakes head*
Seriously takde kerja...
A bit of shopping, a bit of badminton tournament, yeah... and lazing around... As usual...
Yesh!!! I think I'm no longer emotionally dependent on Him... Wahaha... *rolls eyes*
Okie, have work to do... Bye bye Everybodie...
Lots of Lurrve...
Hana Last Blogged At
11:30 AM
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Life's miserable till Someone sends you a message at six thirty in the morning, inviting you out for breakfast
And then you fly out of the house and get to Toa Payoh, only to find out that He is suggesting breakfast at Harbourfront.
You prepare all the scathing words you want to shout at Him for his being missing in action, just to have them fly out of your brain two seconds after you see His smiling face.
Not to mention the fact that He skipped school just to spend time with you.
You keep quiet all the while he talks about what he's been doing, where he's been working, what his problems are... etc etc etc... and all you want to do is smile... *snorts*
You spend 2 hours breakfasting, then He decides to go to Esplanade. Haha...
Another two hous spent in the library, browsing books and DVDs and magazines, and suddenly, He decides to go to Suntec city... So up you go... Suntec City, to have coffee...
But you didn't get coffee.
Instead, you got a large Sprite, and He went and got himself a chocolate sundae from KFC.
An hour and a half passes, and He says He has to get to work.. So you take a bus ride to Bishan with Him, (yes, you send Him to work) and say goodbye at Junction 8.
And then you realize that you've forgotten every single idiotic/moronic/doltic thing He's done to you the past two weeks. Like it never happened. Erased. Deleted.
Yeah.
Life's wonderful again.
So sue me.
Good night world...
Hana Last Blogged At
11:13 PM
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learned were never true
Now I find myself in question
They point the finger at me again
Guilty by association
You point the finger at me again
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
I’m gonna run away, and never say goodbye
Gonna run away (2x)
I’m gonna run away and never wonder why
Gonna run away (2x)
I’m gonna run away and open up my mind
Gonna run away (4x)
I wanna run away and open up my mind (Repeat until end)
Hana Last Blogged At
10:41 PM
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Tertampi-tampi mengintai tirai kamarmu,
Mencari kesempatan mencuri pandangan walau sekali,
Harapan intaian untuk mengubat rasa rindu,
Di mana Hana kian lama tiada kelihatan?
Hahaha.. Another poem, it's in Malay (duh) sorry.. In a round about way, it's just, I miss you.. Hahaha... So I asked him if I looked out my window, would I see him? and he said,
Mungkin jasadku tak kelihatan,
Tapi di dalam kedinginan malam,
Cuba hayati semangatku...
Hahaha..................... Oh well.. How to stay angry? Aiyah... Stoopid, stoopid Hana....
GoOd NiGhT WOrLd!!!
Hana Last Blogged At
11:08 PM
Monday, April 05, 2004
So many times
I thought I held it in my hands
But just like grains of sand
Love slipped through my fingers
So many nights
I asked the Lord above
Please make me lucky in love
To find a love that lingers
Something keeps telling me
That you could be
My answered prayer
You must be Heaven sent
I swear
'Cause
Something happens
When you look at me
I forget to speak
Something happens
When you kiss my mouth
My knees get so weak
Could it be true
This is what God
Has meant for me
'Cause baby I can't believe
That something like you
Could happen to me
Something like you
Girl in your eyes
I feel your fire burn
All your secrets
I will learn
Even if it takes forever
With you by my side
I can do anything
I don't care
What tomorrow brings
As long as we're together
My heart is telling me
That you could be
My meant to be
I know it more each time
We touch
'Cause
Repeat chorus
Something magical
Something spiritual
Something stronger than
The two of us alone
Yeah
Something physical
Something undeniable
Nothing like anything
That I've ever known
'Cause
Repeat chorus
That something like you
Could happen to me
Something happened
Can't believe that
You happened to me
Hana Last Blogged At
10:42 AM
Monday already? Bleagrh...
Time goes so fast, I feel so sick...
I went out with Cikgu yesterday, talked about a whole load of stuff, her boyfriend, my boyfriend. Haha...
And I think I've finally solved everything with Fahrur, yes, me being the bitch that I am.. haha... I think we're all right. Had a long talk last night. I managed to work out all my stupidity.. Haha.. Yeah.. Well..
Haha.. This time, silence didn't last for a week lah.. He sent me a message after two days of silence from me.. Ah.. Well... Not that I can't be bothered, but if that's the way it has to be, that's the way it has to be...
I'm resigned to my fate. Hahaha... I'm so BLIND about him, even I know that.. But somehow, I do trust him lah.. To a certain extent. I mean, if he is doing certain things behind my back, then it's his bad isn't it?
Ugh... I don't know anymore... All I know is, he turns up when least expected, then leaves whenever he wants.. Yeah, and I smile like an idiot. Hahaha...
Well, you can't have everything...
*yawns* Good Morning World...
Hana Last Blogged At
10:38 AM
