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Saturday, January 31, 2009

Cramps and blogposts SO don't go together.

I just read a blogpost dated Sunday, 01 May 2005 on your blog.

And I got all teary-eyed.

As to the reason why, you'll know if you read the post.

We've grown a lot over the past 3, now coming to 4 years. Even our blogging styles have changed.

But I do miss how you blog. I do. I do.

Going for Subuh now. *waves*

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Because.

I cannot sleep.

Because I cannot lie down.

Because I have the cramps.

Because once a month women experience... cramps.

Because God made it so.

And there's nothing we can do about it.

~*~

But seeing as how it is now physically difficult for me to stand up straight, much less walk, I wish to whine about it.

And how I cannot sleep because of it.


Wow. What a totally pointless post.

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Thursday, January 29, 2009

Hahaaaaa!

Honey is back at home. Apparently under rehabilitation because she keeps chasing Mak Uteh's kids.

Uh. Well, apart from being happy with Jisoo etc, she chases the kitties AND people here too. :P

Right now she's flopped next to my right foot, tired of biting my toes. Haha. Crazy girl. -_-

Tuition's cancelled! I'm getting ready for a date with the boy. Hahaha.

Bob is.. complaining about something. I'm not sure what.

And Hakim can sing Pak Sang Chul's song word for word. It's freaky.

Ok. Bored. That's my boring update for today. Churrah!~

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Opocot.

Random pictures are up on Facebook. Get them there. Mwarh.

I just felt the need to come here. And type.

*dumps text all over the screen*

I wish that was physically possible. *sigh*

But here's a photo that makes me happy!



Three in Chinatown, around 3.00 am. Happy New Year!!!

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25 Random Things.

Haha. Here's the tag that I was tagged with. :)

1) I stayed away from the Internet for the three days that Farhan was away. Because being online without him is like being without an arm.

2) Dramatic, yes. But the truth no less. :D

3) I went to Chinatown at 1.30am with Mum and Huda - on New Year's Eve. Crazy, yes. But we had SO much fun. BEST.

4) I watched movie after movie while Farhan was away. Hahaha. Hana recommends Eagle Eye and Slumdog Millionaire. And if you're going to watch the latter at the cinema, wait for the credits yar? :P

5) "The Rocker" damages braincells. It is MY mindless movie of the month. Recommended when you're about to have a depressing start to the week.

6) I also watched Girl, Interupted for the first time. Freaky, but I liked it. It was like the female 12 Monkeys slash One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. (not that I watched the latter.)

7) I have lots of random photographs in my SD card. And I will show them to you in the next post yay!

8) I went back to WRSS for Chinese New Year, and I think the school has changed. Well, a little. Har. But I guess it strengthened the belief that what I am going to do will be the right thing to do. Haha. Support works. :)

9) I sat with the Boy today at Coffee Bean, where we chatted our brains out over Kenyan coffee. And it's amazing how I like keeping little details aside in my brain to tell you when I see you next. Or is it when I next see you? Haha. I don't know.

10) I am seated in between Huda and Hafiz in the living room and they both have the flu and they're both sneezing and sniffling and I'm the only one - who's not. Hahahahahahaha.

11) Huda, Hafiz and I can argue for more than an hour on which movie to watch next. The weirdest conversations take place when we watch movies, and I guess that's the best bond I could have with my siblings. Haha. Omg. Intelligent conversations. LOVE.

12) JUNE?

13) Huda has a test tmr that she hasn't studied for. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

14) Mum just cooked prawns. I don't know why. But thank God for mothers. :D:D:D:D:D:D My mum's the best.

15) Eh. 15 liao. And I have no more random things to say. Crap.

16) Ok that's all for random things. Hahaha. Pictures next! Whee!

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Saturday, January 24, 2009

Bali Boy

Have a wonderful, safe trip darling!

Will be here when you get back. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

I hearts Mark Sloan. :D
I hearts Doctor Shepherd.

But I hearts my Boy the most!

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Thursday, January 22, 2009

There is no such thing as Ear Hair.

The boy gets irritated when I twirl my fingers in the air around his ear.
He says he can FEEL my finger on his Ear Hair.

T'chah.

And apparently, it gets even more ticklish when you sing the Ponyo song and twirl your finger, imagining that it is Ponyo on a cliff by the sea.

I am bored. One or two or more of the cats BROKE about ten to fifteen eggs, and they lay shattered and yellow and gross all over the kitchen floor.

It is NOT easy to clean up a mess of eggs.

The kitchen now smells funky. And not in a good way, I assure you.

The bathroom also smells funky.

I realized just now that I do not like egg unless it's cooked.

I am bored. Oh. I said that already.

I should sleep, except I just woke up. Har.

Oh. Sri, please take care of yourself and get well soon kays?

I had a looooooong talk with the boy this afternoon and it was good to talk about it and we should talk about it some more because it's a favourite topic of mine. :D

And your 'friend' is not a friend yar. You SHOULD dump him, but since you can't, I will dump him for you.

*dumps*

See? That felt better.

~*~

I saw Red Cliff 2 just now.
TAKESHI KANESHIROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Woof. :P

And I think it's a pity we can't touch dogs. I love dogs. :(

THIS IS CALLED GETTING OFF TOPIC.

Not that there was a topic of course.

I hate rude people.

Wah. I sound so drunk. Hahaha. Reading whatever's above affirms this. Yay.

~*~

I want to watch InkheartHarryPotter6LoveMattersTheDuchessUpAndLotsOfOtherMovies.

*inserts a completely random hindi song*



I like the colours. The storyline was super weird though. Shrugs.

~*~

Wonders when she'll feel calm.

~*~

Ok. Enough.

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

points are important.

1) I just watched Obama's speech without internalizing it. Ahha. The updates section in Facebook was too distracting.

2) I just gave my Seven cat food. And they lapped it up and now they're just licking their faces clean. Even Dash liked it, surprisingly.

3) Even though I miss Honey, I'm dealing. :)

4) I got upset just now, but got over it just as quickly.

5) I'm going for Yoga at 11am tmr hopefully with Sri.

6) Bob and Rahul went for a shave this afternoon. They came back with shaved tummies and new collars. Bob can jump! now! That's how light she thinks she's become.

7) I should really get to work on Birthday present #2, but I don't have the mood right now. Har.

8) Belly was goooood.

9) Out tmr with Boy again! Whoopie!

10) hahaha. ok. maybe i will get to doing that present. :D

Good night world. And Hello President Obama! I saw you on my Laptop! You're left-handed!!

*feels proud*

Ok night!

/edit :

Photo Of The Day



:D I wanna be this happy all the time.

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Boy's Advanced Birthday Bash

So this year, a certain Mr Farhan Suhada decided that he wanted ME to cook HIM Char Kway Teow.

Haha. Ok lah. I succeeded. :D And I'm very happy that I actually did it! Yaay! Edible! And good too! Whoopie!



Happy dier tu. Hahaha. And tak senonoh seh bukak tupperware in Pizza hut. Tak kerlass langsung! Hahahahahahahahahahaha. The waitresses were giving me odd looks, but whatever! Birthday present! Woo!



3rd birthday present from me! Wooden accordion card! :D



It opens up like this!



The sneakers he got me for MY birthday!



And the sneakers I got him for HIS birthday a couple of days ago. LOL.

After the meal at Pizza Hut, we decided to go to Chinese/Japanese Garden to explore!



The weather was SUPER-FINE. Loved it! Hot though. Hahaha. But beautiful clouds.

Disclaimer here : All the pictures in THIS blogpost are from my trusty Canon digi-camera ok! Lol. :P



Some random tree I fell in love with in the time it took me to get this picture. :D



Kerloudsssssss! it's so hard to pick my favourites. Grr.



My rendition of, "Nanti Makcik bikin... kopi."



The walk there! Woooo!



Random branches!



The view across the lake! HDB flats!



The pretty white bridge!







Hahaha. I couldn't resist.



View from the bridge! (toward the left...)



And here, towards the right!



We found a guest house that overlooks a pond!



Sunning the Yellers. :D




Random flower. :D



This time : Opposite a golf course. Hahaha... I ended up lying down on the grass - I felt at peace. Sigh. I wish I felt the same right now. But but but but. The show must go on.



The view from down there.



Another random tree I fell in love with. Haha. I should stop falling in love with trees.





The treasures I brought home for Hakim. :D Because only he appreciates them.



It looked like a huge jet just burst out over the trees.



Boy and I.



How tall the trees were. :D



A last photo of the Pagoda?Tower? before we set off for home.

~*~

I feel happy about today.

But the picture currently on my tool container just bugs the hell out of me.

I miss her so damn much.

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mixed tape.

/where are you Pablo? I looked everywhere for you.
where are you Pablo? Why don't you answer your phone?/

/you know i need you, i'd never let you go
where are you Pablo?

you said you'd never leave me
where are you Pablo?/

/hang on
hang on
there's a twilight
a nighttime and a dawn
who knows
how long
so hang on
hang on/

/and i can't remember caring for an hour or so
started crying and i couldn't stop myself/

/and all the wants
and all the needs
All i don't want to need at all/

/lihat langkahku
tak lagi ku mengingatkan kamu/

/hey there delilah
don't you worry about the distance
i'm right here if you get lonely
give this song another listen
close your eyes
listen to my voice it's my disguise
i'm by your side/

/perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan hidup /

/say it isn't so
how she easily come
how she easily go
please don't tell her
that i've been meaning to miss her
because i don't/

~*~

I'm over it.

God, I miss her.

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Monday, January 19, 2009

Random Outings

Here's a photo vomit for you voracious people!







An extremely random alley (which had a really nice view) in Bugis. I love Bugis's alleys. :D



Vandalism.



Boyfriend and his new toy. (ignoring girlfriend.)



Smiley boy.

And here's another set of pictures!



Another random alleyway, this time near City Hall.



Hahaha. The only picture in this set that the boy took. :D Click click! It's my favourite one yet.

Okay. I'll add more..... soon.

Good night world!

*hugs*

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Friday, January 16, 2009

Concentrate

On the good, the good the good.

I feel like I just lost my arm.

But it will be better tmr. And then the next day will come.

Then the next.

And I'll forget.

Till the next time I see her.

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-



bye.

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Spent.

I just finished the jigjig due next week. Yay.

At the same time, I watched some old movies on youtube.

I watched those once, on HBO, back when we still had that channel. The movies have stuck to me ever since.

Especially Dogfight.



The tagline reads :

The rules of the dogfight were simple : Everyone puts in fifty bucks. And the guy with the "ugliest" date wins.

I don't know why. That movie just - I have no words.

It's probably my most favourite Oldies movie. 1986. It's a year older than I am.

edit/: ye lah ye lah. younger. sheesh.

And I found myself crying when Birdlace ran off to rejoin the army in Vietnam, leaving Rose (his "ugly" date) behind. -_- And I think I mourned for River Phoenix then.


Ooo. Pimple.

Such. A. Waste. Bloody bloody waste.

He was only 23 when he died of a drug overdose.

If you had lived Mr Phoenix, I bet you'd be giving Mr Depp a run for his money.

Tribute. :)

~*~

Now I just need to watch Rebel Without a Cause (Mr Dean), and Gross Anatomy (Mr Modine) and I'm good.

Whoopie. RWaC is on youtube. Will keep that for another project.

And I think I have plans tmr/today, although they are quite hazy right now.

~*~

I had my first ever Murphey day just now (so far), and to talk about it would just be reminding me what I went through (which I did already go through with several "lucky" people). So yeah. I think the whole Oldies thing is a direct result of that.

Not to mention I actually kept scanning books in the library today, just to see how many I could borrow.

I got to the eighth book and realized that :

1) I did not have a bag.

2) I didn't want to read about Ghosts OR prom dresses. -_-

So now that I'm done, I will.. pack up and go to sleep.

Unsurprisingly, I have a headache. Har.

Good night/morning world.

/And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you.

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

You first!

Sprite's having a right fit because he has earmites. He's scaring the rest of the cats - he even punched Dash in the face. -_-

And Rahul's just being a big belo. He keeps tailing Sprite, unaware of the danger he is in. Looby. Urgh.

Susu/Two/Cera's leaving the house this weekend because she's the bigger of the two. Perut buncit seh. But it's all good. Abang Sopi is currently bending over backwards for her comfort. Haha. Jadi Princess habis pat rumah sana nanti. :P

On a side, random, cam-whoring note, here is my vision of pure awesomness!



Locker madness. Right after hot. :D (and yes, Sri's on the phone. her ear tak sakit.)

-Time for sharing randomness with you!-

I'm currently practically living in my dining area.

This is because I'm swamped with orders for my scrapbooks/crafts and I don't have a big table so I decided the nice one in the dining room will do just fine.

Sprite just-almost pushed half of my art materials on the floor. Yes. He lives at the dining table too. You can send him mail there. He only leaves his table for food. (weirdly enough.)

-end of randomness. i shared that with you because Sprite was laying there, and he pushed my materials off the table with his back (by leaning on them. -_-) -

I want to put up more pictures, but I have an order to finish. So. No more pictures! yay! Hahaha.

k bye.

oh. wait.

I had an awesome day today! Yay!

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Rushed.

Sh*tlist.

  1. Dhouby Ghaut
  2. Art materials
  3. Purple glamour?
  4. Spiffing new
  5. Hot yoga
  6. Tuition
  7. The S.F.P
  8. Jig-jig.
  9. Sleep?
  10. Stare
The blogpost before is starting to look so weird with two Hana faces staring at me whenever I open my blog.

Tapi suka. NERD SPECS! :D:D

Ok bye. Need to get on with Point 1.

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Rushing datelines



Haha. I've been messing around in Photoshop for the last couple of hours.

The wonderful boy bought me THE nerd speccies of the year. (Yes Sri, the same pair I wore just now HEE.) Will post them up when I have editted the pictures to my liking.

/edit: hereitis!



I spent quite a few hours with the boy today, and we talked shop. And it's wonderful to have that with you. :D

I am growing and growing my light portfolio and I am absolutely afraid that I will never be able to choose the photos for my light project. *bites fingers*

I love lights.

I am also post-headache.

Two books are due tmr, and I really need to DO them. Haha. But no, I'm here updating my blog. *hugs blog*

I love shopping with Sri. I feel like a boyfriend. Hahahahahahahaha. I'm usually left trailing after her when we're in shopping mode. Which brings me to the funny incident at Zara, where Sri and the boy shopped, and I was left (boyfriend-like) holding on to their plastic bags and tripod. Hahahahaha.

Tapi I suka. Because you guys are happy. :D Awesomeeeee JACKET! I loike!

NERD SPECS WOO HOO!

sms sent to the dear sister : Salmon coloured sneakers! This year's birthday present! Ok thank you!

to which she replied : Lol wth. Okay. Will try to find.

:D:D:D I have the loveliest sister in the world.

To which the boy said : YELLOW SNEAKERS TAK SAMPAI SATU BULAN.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. So what. lagi 11 bulan baru dapat ape. chill ah.

All right! I will post up the Singapore River photos when I have finished my book(s).

Till then, Churrah!!!~

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Saturday, January 10, 2009

Pasting pieces of hope.

H
o
p
e.

Very much.

Insyaallah.

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Monday, January 05, 2009

My First Taste Of Line Art.


Click!

Hahahahahahhahaa.. I FINALLY succeeded. Phew.

Surprisingly it only took me about 2 hours to get to this. :D

ANDDDD it looks like me. Because it is me! Yaay!

Harith says I cheated and made my lashes longer. This is not true. My lashes are over 3 cm long. Heh heh heh.

*taps chin* I should probably colour this in. Except I don't know how to and I will make my masterpiece into turdpiece.

So that will come later.

Much much later.

~*~

And as you may have guessed, I haven't slept YET. :)

Ginger Beer ftw!

This crick in the neck is getting oh so familiar. Har har.

It reminds me that I should go sleep. And I will. Yaay! Finally!

Good morning world! It's a beautiful day to be alive.

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I just realized....

That you can't view this webpage in INTERNET EXPLORER.

Haha. To view this webpage in all its awesomeness, kindly use FIREFOX. :D

Hahaha... And apparently it doesn't work in Chrome either.

And I don't really want to go and like, fix my blogskin - so get firefox ok?

Here's the link : Click me!

Just download and install! and then you can view everything else on this webpage!

Churrah!

AND OMG, this was you FIVE years agoooo ~



Five years ago lei. Omg. I feel old. But we feel new. :D

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