Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Wooot!! Hahaha... Had an interesting conversation with Fi last night... Wahahaha...
*laughs like a maniac* How's the combustion going?? Khehehehe... And it will happen in these four days.... I'm that sure... *evil laughter*
Am now at school, using the Internet for the first time.. Hehehe.. *so slow kan?? Biasa lah.*
Since i had nothing to do, and someone woke me up *dang early can??* I came to school to study accounts lah.. Hahaha...
Miss dude a lot... At least i got to talk to him yesterday... *smiles wide* Now i miss his voice... Dang..... Hahahaha... Oh well...
Anyways, i have nothing much to say right now, so... Till later... *waves*
All my Love to the World....
*smiles* and to you... :D
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
Haha.. Click to see it ok? i'm too lazy to change my settings... lalalala... Hahahaha... It's true... *smirks* that's why he's so wonderful......... haahhahaha...................
and he's blushing too... right now as he's reading this... *smirks*
Love you dude.... *muacks*
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
Message for the boy who is currently serving his country at Brunei Darussalam:
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!!
And Happy monthly anniversary....... *laughs* that sounds like such an afterthought... hehehe...
I miss you so much darling......
Be good..... and take care!!!
*hugs*
Love you...
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Thursday, January 20, 2005
Hellow world... *huge smile*
I'm doing great... Hahaha.. I miss him lots, but yeah, there's the 'one sms a day' thingy, so *shrugs* we'll be fine... hehehe...
I fell asleep in Econs today... *shrugs* I don't know what i'm going to do with me... hahahahaha.. then i decided not to go for stats since i was going to sleep in that class too... Hahahaha... *mrs meena with a vengence* heh.
so i went home, and went straight to the sofa and fell asleep... *laughs* classic hana action..
American Idols were as usual, funny, (i watched it on Star World) .... but.... it's getting old...
The same egoistical ppl, the same egoistical parents, egoistical judge. hahaha.. new things include the guest judge... but... heh... nah....... OLD.
*shrugs* i find i have nothing else to say.. hahaha.. i'm bored... yeap.. i know... study right? hhahaha... ye lah ye lah...
Have a great day tmr!!!
All my love to the world... Especially Dude.. *wide smile* miss you many2...
362 days left... hahaahahaha....
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
364 days till my dude comes home........
Wahahahahaa... this is going to look sick.... whahahahaha....
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This is Tom the cat, who i met last night when i was lepak-ing at Admiralty Park with my bro and his friend. Ahha.. We got home at two in the morning... Ahha.. Well, it was a good attempt to distract me from your departure... *smiles* i love you dude.... And isn't Tom cute???? Hahahaha...
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Monday, January 17, 2005
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My anchor is going away for a while..
Every time i think about how lonely i'm going to be, and how much i'm going to miss him ~ tears roll down my cheeks. He's really going; one year without his company, a year without his smile, a year without HIM.
I think it's difficult to let go of him because he has become such a routine figure in my life~ someone i share my troubles with, someone i can really really call : mine.
Sometimes i wonder if i'm really going to get through 2005 intact ~ without him to hold my hand and tell me everything's going to be ok.
I'm really going to miss these two words..
"I'm here."
I'm going to miss you Farhan Suhada. I'm going to miss you like no one's ever had. I love you so much i'm just aching inside.
But i will let you go darling... There's nothing i can do really, except to watch you wave to me from the glass window of my lift as you send me home one last time today before you leave..
And i'll be standing there... even after you've left... With tears in my eyes, and their wetness glistening on my cheeks...
I love you sweets..
Take care...
Hana~
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more pics of you and me.. ahha.. nonsense pics..
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Ahha.. i was bored. too many photos, thus combined. *smiles* i will miss you darling... too much i gather.. take care...
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
Hurting Each Other
No one in the world
Ever had a love as sweet as my love
For nowhere in the world
Could there be a boy as true as you love
All my love
I give gladly to you
All your love
You give gladly to me
Tell me why then
Oh why should it be that
We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why
Closer than the leaves
On a weepin' willow baby we are
Closer dear are we
Than the simple letters "a" and "b" are
All my life
I could love only you
All your life
You could love only me
Tell me why then
Oh why should it be that
We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why
Can't we stop hurting each other
Gotta stop hurting each other
Making each other cry
Breaking each other's heart
Tearing each other apart
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
This song is going out to the boy who stole my heart, and is prolly never giving it back..
*small smile*
I know i'm stupid sometimes..
But do know that i've never stopped loving you, even after hurtful exchanges, even after tough teary fights..
I remain yours..
Good night darling..
Tonight, all my love in the world belongs to you... *small smile*
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
expect less posts from now on...
am in an emotional squash game, trying to figure out shtuff for myself. about everything.
everything.
it's not easy to live. i never thought that before. now i do.
read a blog today. didn't know what i felt about it. read it some more to know.
i don't have an answer to everything. i don't have an answer to what i felt about what i read. even now.
i just need time.. to think. to ponder. to understand. to know.
i can't give immediate answers. i have to think carefully.
be patient.
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